Saturday, December 22, 2007,12:14 am
i've spent the whole day slugging around that i even forgot i worked morning shift this morning .
barely slept last night .
was up watching tv .
in the end . managed to reach the hotel by 6:30
hahaha . thanks to mum of course .
it just came to mind that .
they dont have to wake up and pei me .
but they still do ((:
yeah .
fanny was SHOCKED .
even shaun was shocked . haha .
honestly . i was shocked tooo .
totally not used to being early at all .
was really tired.
and ranjeeta was sick .
so we both practically fell asleeep there .
her face was so pale can o.o
then she sleeps sitting up .
so it was like .. POSSESSED ! =x
was really tired . didnt do much today .
trying to convince someone to go to the gay club for me =x
hahaha .
was actually supposed to meet guolong at about 4 .
but last minute he couldnt make it .
honestly .
i dont know why .
but. its beeen awhile since something made me shiver straight to my toes =x
it might just nothing at all .
but who knows eh ? =x
went straight home .
watched tv .
used com .
hahaha . laughed my ass off with russell peters through the night .
im glad i cleared things up with shalini .
WOKAY .
hope can wake up early for A shift tomorrow =x
spoke to chris di today .
ever heard ?
"the grass is always greener on the other side"
i never realised .
i wanted his life so badly,
only to know he wanted mine .
we all wish to turn back the clock .
to go back to yesteryears .
where nothing is forgotten or neglected .
i always remember .
the countless happy , SINCERELY happy faces .
running up and down the court .
talking crap like nobody's business .
buying drinks, slacking and shooting hoops .
all secrets shared openly. at least there was trust, even though we sometimes dont seee it .
it was imperfectly perfect .
BUT .
time passes .
maturity, some even say puberty sinks in .
we grow apart .
for me . LITERALLY apart .
we grow sensitive . selfish . self-conscious .
dammit .
its frustrating hearing from him about how some things turned out .
i really hope to spend christmas together (:
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